Hail to all Crusaders

Hail to all Crusaders

Welcome be to all
Come join us come join us
Down here in the Great Halls

We will be drinking
We will be carrying on
We will be thinking
Until the night greets the dawn

We will be dancing
Laughter and humor will reign
Come share with us your sagas
Share with us your names

We will offer you our food
And a fire to warm your bones
Feel free to join any one of us
Feel free to stand alone

We have room for the brave
We have blankets for the shoulders
That have carried their burdens far
Out there where the weather is colder

Hail to all crusaders

Your swords are welcome here
As well as your painted shields
We all join together for freedom
We all have sworn to never yield

We will bring forth sons and daughters
And they will be on our own homeland
We go forth to meet our enemies
It is there we make our stand

Hail to all crusaders

Know well your bretherens part
He fights out of honor and soul
We will never desert your warriors heart
We will back you strong and bold



Neils
12:11 am
04/25/2005
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transcribed this time
7:42 pm
04/27/2005

What do I want from them?

I want them to act like Americans

In their own country
I want them to work for freedom there
I want them to work to change things
To bring about a more equitable air

Amongst their own population
Amongst their own institutions
To bring justice to their own land
To write and live by their own constitutions

I want them to stand up
To educate themselves and take power
I want them to eradicate their own evil
Life is not all streams of dreams and flowers

I want them to act like Americans
When facing their own troubles and woes
I want them to draw together and find out
Who are their true friends and foes

To root out corruption at its core
To dig out the oppressors behind their walls
They have been built to keep fellow citizens out
Because they think they own it all

I want them to improve where they are
Freedom grows where you plant it's seed
Where you nuture it where you defend it
Where you honor it even if you have to bleed

I want them to make their own country good
And worthwhile to live in
Quit running away and coming to me with
Your hand out

It is not
Making me look at you as a friend...



Neils
5:14 pm
04/23/2005

Child Murderers and Molesters

What do we do about the
The child murderers
And molesters

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Put

Constant pressure on the judges and the prosecutors
On the legislature as well
No more excuses for dropping the ball
When one of these monsters puts a child through Hell

Swift certain and severe justice
Hanging them is my first call
After that it's a firing squad
For pedophiles....one and all

Nothing less than life with no parole
And that means they never get out
But I'll always be pushin for the death penalty
For harming the young ones have no doubt

Complete social ostracization for those
Who around the edges want to him and haw
There is no rehabilitation for these creeps
There needs to be a simple hard and direct law

Any judge who fails to understand this
Needs to be put on a very public list
They need to know there are consequences
Because we are not going to put up with this

We are not
Going to put up with this




Neils
10:69 pm
04/21/2005
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transcribed this time
11:09 pm
04/21/2005

Only whites can be racists

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I take it

Anything other than groveling and constantly asking
Forgivness is conveniently racism in your book
And a excellent trump card to play whenever you
Want to put yourself above or beyond a second look

You know what your doing and even if not fully
Something in you senses something is wrong
Something in you is going to have to face one day
That there is more to this world than being

Temporally temporarily strong

One can not hide forever in a bee hive of collective thought
One is going to be viewed as to how they got things done
One can not stand behind mere lofty self proclamations
One must come out eventually and face the sun




Neils
3:42 am
04/18/2005
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transcribed this time
3:57 am
04/18/2005

Champion of the World....but

I engage the way I engage....with passion.

I do battle.
But I'll tell you what calling BS on me...

I never claimed to be champion of the world.....but finagled certain people with behind the scenes moves,

So they couldn't get in the public arena ring with me..

One on One
Or my last stand
I didn't pull my punches
And I fought like a man

I didn't run
I didn't hide
I did it for love and soul
Not false pride

I think abortion is murder
I back our fighting men
I believe in principals
And not every now and then

I'm pro second amendment
I'm for free speech
Everybody loses when one persons
Rights are out of reach

I want lower taxes
I'm a hetero sexual man
I don't make excuses
And do the best I can

I'm against illegal immigration
I think that's going to get worse
And I think it's a crying damn
Shame they put Terri in a hearse

I think it was state sanctioned
Murder that's what it was about
I think it's judicial tyranny
Without a doubt

I'm not pro-killing
Except in self defense
And I don't apologize
If I come across intense


Neils
12:35 am
04/01/2005

Oh man

Oh man

I'm just so sad
There are tears running down my face
Emptiness everywhere
Nothing anywhere anyplace

I have only sorrow to offer
It's always so hard to come round
To taking the next step after
Another angel has left the ground

I think I'll be quiet for a while
I'm going to wear a black arm band
And mourn this way through this trial
One of us has fallen it was her last stand

My compassion goes to her family
Her friends and all those left behind
Who wanted her but to live
This one has crossed over into

Sacred eternal time


Neils
9:51 am
03/31/2005
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transcribed this time
10:10 am
03/31/2005

Life Death..........and the enablers feelings

Life Death
And the enablers … feelings


I think we should kill our own troops
That is exactly what we should do
Now everybody talk to me politely
Because

I just have a different opinion than you

I think we should be able to kill the unborn
That is exactly what we should do
Now everybody talk to me politely
Because

I just have a different opinion than you

Maybe we should kill your child
Or wife brother sister or you
See we're just intellectually disagreeing
Just having differing points of view

How about I'm not calling anyone names
I'm describing the idiots jerks and dolts
Because that's what certain writing does
It gives a good hard hitting jolt

Because stupid people hide behind nice
And their fancy smancy little dance
Of pretentiousness toward intellectualization
To faze off powerful passions chance

Of getting through brick thick heads
Of bustin'm down to their knees
Yeah everybody's all reasonable
About killing this innocent

But don't hurt the enablers feelings...please




Neils
10:00 am
03/28/2005
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transcribed this time
11:02 pm
03/30/2005
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Written in the context of a discussion
About Terri's life and death situation
But for some it was all about details
Rather than the sacredness of a living creation

They made it all about the rules
They made it all about being right
So in the end rather than see they just
Shut the door on my particular light

But I'll live by my will and fire
Because this isn't about me
It's about a state sanctioned murder
And the hollow men of transparency

That let it go on before them
Talking in circles or ducking their heads
Hoping it would all go by
Rather than saving her life instead

Mumbling out things like
I want her to live but
Like it's all about their feelings
And that's why I gave them

A kick in the guts

And of course they took it out of context
Because that's what people like that do
I think it's a cold blooded horror story
Because certain people don't listen

To what simple human decency says is true



Neils
11:32 pm
03/30/2005

Charms for her bracelet

Charms for her bracelet

I'm all for going inside a small adobe
Church and getting down on my knees
And waiting meekly while the hordes ride
Down to kill us all

At least I would have been humble
At least I wouldn't have made a mistake
I wouldn't have made it some passion play
About one poor girl getting a fair shake

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And oh yeah I'll be crying or

Explaining to everyone else
Don't resist Don't resist
It'll only upset them more
Please contain yourselves I insist

And when the doors splinter open
I'll stand at the Altar of eternal time
Shouting even as they slaughter everyone
Restraint is mine and devine

Restraint is mine and devine

Even when they start torturing
I'll say in my oh so most holy way
Forgive them my children forgive them
Somebody will do something about it

Some day

There will be bodies all around me
Limbs and guts and torsos and gore
But I will be left standing
Because I knew just what to implore

And it will have been worth it
Because I beseeched caution at every turn
Of course I'll have to leave and wander
Because I'm pretty sure the Church

Would also be burned

But look for me on the open road
And welcome me with open arms
For I will come to you as your friend
And I will have many well practiced

Verbal charms



Neils
3:42 pm
03/28/2005
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transcribed this time
4:07 pm
03/28/2005

Abusers Punks Thugs and....

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Abusers Punks Thugs
And Socio-Paths

All abusers minimize
All abusers try to explain away
All bullies live by the sly lie
And enjoy ruining another’s day

All punks look for the easy target
All thugs enjoy the intimidation
All socio paths feel nothing for those
Whom they single out for victimzation

Empty are all the manipulators
Silenced are their aching screaming souls
For they are locked into the modern world
And have forgotten the ways of old

A reckoning is coming
The storm clouds are drawing near
And when final judgment comes
We'll see who quakes in fear

All facilitators of the machine
Dismiss what is ground down
When they forget about the humanity
It takes to makes it a worthwhile go round

All speakers for the insane executioners
Love to appear rational and calm
They tenderly rub gloved hands together
And lovingly apply their lye soaked balm

Hypocrites always blame it on you
Always can obliquely take another tact
They've always got another source
Some other way at looking at facts

Because life is all in the head
It never bleeds out of a mouth or eyes
It never has its face sink deeper in
All abusers have a nice guy disguise




Neils
4:29 pm
03/27/2005
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transcribed this time
4:45 pm
03/25/2005

Look not

Look not upon this passage of time

As moments when thoughts were exchanged
But when a murder became sanctioned
A death by starvation that some claimed

To give no pain

This is where the river passed
And people by their position taken
Chose which side they were on
And those for death swore no one

Was betrayed or forsaken

But the truth was in the wind
In the stars that shown at night
Was in the rain that gently fell
From eyes witnessing such a tragic sight

There was a self justifying blindness
That wanted it to be differing points of view
Wanted it to be respectably discussing
But there is a truth that will alway be true

For

There is such a time as eternity
There is such a place as grace
And those who steal all of anothers tommorows
Must know their decision is etched upon their face

And will not leave till they leave
And to their maker do go
Then when they are asked for whom
Did you grieve we will see then

What they know

And which side of the river they stood on
Not which of seasons passing reasons they used
It will be what they did or did not do
When a vunerable one was being abused



Neils
8:18 pm
03/26/2005
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transcribed this time
8:26 pm
03/26/2005

George Felos

George Felos....

Is a mouthpiece for death
Weaving his demonic spell
Spewing and spouting garbage
That reeks of the smell of Hell

He is a sickening little man
Mocking God and the human soul
He is an empty suit
That thinks he is being bold

This is what evil looks like
This is how far they will go
He is a scheming dream killer
He is the lowest of low

George Felos is now cursed
He is a marked and degraded man
He deserves no sanctuary anywhere
He deserves no homeland

He spits on truth and beauty
He mocks and ridicules humility
He stands before the throngs
And says you do not see what you see

He is of the Serpent
He is wriggling writhing deciet
He seeks to enable a death blow
To render unto compassion defeat

This is what evil looks like
An arrogant self righteous little man
Lecturing others about mercy
While waving his interfering hands

He is a mouthpiece for death
And represents a mad man's will
He raises his praise to wickedness
As he goes in for the kill




Neils
5:29 pm
03/18/2005
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transcribed this time
5:35 pm
03/18/2005

To the want to be killers of Terri

Oh this is all so tiring

Can't we just kill her
Can't we just starve her to death
Can't we all just stand around
Waiting for her last exhaled breath

All these details bother me
All this stuff is wearing
Can't you see not giving her any water
Is the real way to show you're caring

This is all just so irritating
The Hell with her Mom and Dad
They'll get over it
They only think it's bad

That's because they're idiots
Selfish small people with smaller minds
This is all just so bothersome
This is all such a waste of time

I say extrodinary medical effort
Includes giving moisture and food
And if you don't agree you must
Be in some mentally disorded mood

Give me the execution order
I'll sign it with my pen
Dipped in the blood of the innocent
Kill her kill her kill her

And you would if you
Really loved her and were her friend




Neils
8:10 pm
03/17/2005
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transcribed this time
10:59 pm
03/17/2005

Maybe just maybe

Oh yeah....
Maybe just maybe

If you're looking for the truth
That can be subtle or bold
You maybe just maybe want
To go looking for it in your soul

If you're looking for that guidance
That gives you some real insight
You maybe just maybe want
To draw a little closer to the light

If you're looking for some forgiveness
That comes from the heart of hearts
You maybe just maybe want
To begin with yourself for a start

If you're looking for some strength
When no one else seems to be there
You maybe just maybe want
Want to quit walking around splitting hairs

If you're looking for some love
The kind that will lift you right on up
You maybe just maybe want
To face straight down the temptation

To be corrupt

If you're looking for some joy
That doesn't have reason as it's base
You maybe just maybe want
To let yourself get acquainted with

This stuff called grace




Neils
10:43 am
03/14/2005
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transcribed this time
10:48 am
03/14/2005

For Chris

Cowboy up

There's a hard riding bronc buster
Now up in the sky
Who preferred the bust your butt truth
Over the easy lie

Who built his own ranch
And sang his own songs
Who sweated his own sweat
And owned up to his wrongs

He is and was
An influence to others
And any busted up ridge line rider
Knew enough to call him brother

Yeah anybody

Who's put in some tough hours
But had some fun along the way
Loved to hear him sing
Loved to hear him play

He was here when he was here
And now he's gone really gone
But I'd swear I hear him sayin

Cowboy up
And
Carry on Carry on

But I think I have to take some time here
And stand quietly without much of a plan
I got my head bowed down
I got my hat in my hand




Neils
11:41 pm
03/10/2005
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On the passing of Chris LeDoux
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transcribed this time
11:29 pm
03/23/2005

Illegal not undocumented

Illegal not undocumented

Don't try to pass that we are an
Immigrant Nation stuff off on me
This is America Land of the Brave
And Home of the free

How many fit in a lifeboat
How many in your home
How many before the consequences
Are toxic to the bone

Not long brothers and sisters
There is no adaptation here
There is a wave flooding in
And some are frozen in fear

But some are coming forward
Some are stepping to the line
Some are stepping to our borders
And trying to do it in time

Sixty seconds in a minute
Sixty minutes in an hour
And we all know non response
Is robbing citizens of their power

Don’t threaten the law abiding
Your fellow country men
You can’t approach security
With an attitude of every now and then

Get to making a fence
Get to putting in more patrols
This is of vital national interest
This is no time for leisurely strolls

And Quite

Pussyfooting around with
Mexican Nationals dictating terms
Address them like you've got a
Backbone about our home

And quite groveling around like worms



Neils
11:05 pm
03/13/2005
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transcribed this time
11:17 pm
03/13/2005

Michael Schiavo Rejects A Million Dollars

Michael Schiavo
Rejects a Million Dollar Offer

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So

When it's revealed his soul
Resides in the dark of night
What does he do
He puts on the shine

From his imitation light

And tries to cover over
The Hole in his Soul
By fronting a noble refusal
To accept any further gold

If he has to

To give his permission
To let her live out her days
With the people who still hope
For Terri and her struggling ways

Mad Mad Michael
Thinks he isn't sold and bought
Like it must prove he is innocent
Because he didn't get caught

Or surely someone would punish him
Make him pay the price
For his out and out treachery
For his heart of cold cold ice

Michael has no boundaries
He's working his way with goons
Mad Mad Michael and his
Sick slick staff are the

Infection in the wound



Neils
6:12 pm
03/12/2005
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transcribed this time
6:33 pm
03/12/2005

There is a war on the Home Front

There is a war on the Home Front

There is a war on the Home Front
And it time that we wake up
Before we are destroyed from within
By the morally depraved and corrupt

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There’s a war on the Home Front
And it’s happening everyday
It’s in the radical Muslim movement
And their working their evil ways

They teach the hating of America
In universities is the thing to learn
They shout down conservative speakers
It’s time to get seriously concerned

The monster is on our home land
And it wants the infidels dead
They are working the vulture culture
Pouring that poison into our youths heads

They have their Holy Land Charities
And other ways of gathering funds
They’ll absolutely stop at nothing
The United States must be undone

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They will shoot up the malls
They will blow up our trains
Whatever strikes the deepest terror
Whatever brings the most pain

Some are looking for chemicals
Some the Biological tools
They twist and bend the rules
Anything to take down the fools

That they’ve been taught to despise
To attack destroy and demean
The only thing they build on
Is to tear down this country’s dream

It’s in the Mosques that stay silent
That serve as the way inside
They use the left wing press’s agenda
They know they’ll get a free ride

They are recruiting in our prisons
Gaining access to the criminal kind
They are planting the seeds of fervor
In their desperate and dangerous minds

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They join up with the communists
That openly advocate so called Peace
They drag their feet at closing borders
They don’t want the illegal flood to cease

It is a movement and mind unto itself
It’s in the publicly funded fake art
It’s here to demoralize and tear down
Every decent value in our hearts

But we had better wake the Hell up
Because it’s coming like a storm
Like a beast that wants to get loose
And see the innocent ripped and torn

They love that we must not profile
According to the sensitivity training
The only time they’ll cheer harder
Is when the body parts are raining

From the blackened sky
Through the spiraling smoke and flame
And they promise not to kill us
If we don’t openly call their name

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There’s a war on our Home Front
And they believe their mad mullah’s curse
They are looking for the next attack
And oh how they want it to be worse

Oh so much worse



Neils
10:40 pm
03/05/2005
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transcribed this time
10:59 pm
03/05/2005

Is BTK an insurgent

He seems to fit all the criteria

Absolutely no regard for human life
Be it man woman or child
His reasons are more important than
Any humanity that might be defiled

He wants certain people eliminated
Because it seems to give him power
He sneaks and spys and lies
And moves around at all hours

He hides his true beliefs
To all around while he plots his deeds
Bind Torture and Kill certainly fit
As to the sick nature of some need

Is BTK an insurgent
What is our exit strategy
Who are we to tell him
How he chooses to be free

Is BTK an insurgent
Do we know all the relevant facts
Maybe there is some rational reason
For why he's done these admittedly

Heinous acts



Neils
9:16 pm
02/28/2005
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transcribed this time
9:21 pm
02/28/2005

Mad Mad Michael

Mad Mad Michael

He was on the tombstone train
He was screaming down the tracks
He was wearing blood soaked boots
And he was never coming back

He had got himself a ticket
He had got himself some gold
And all he had do to get it
Was sell pieces of his soul

He was rotting from the inside
He was dying at the core
But this one wasn't going to stop
He still wanted just a little more

He pushed them all aside
And took the throttle in his hand
Slammed it all the way forward
He was ridin the ride of the damned




Neils
9:22 pm
02/26/2005
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transcribed this time
9:24 pm
02/26/2005

Terri's Husband

Terris Husband

How very calculatedly cold are his actions
To not render her into her parents care
We all must hold accountable those who
Who do not understand these simple

Compassionate prayers

I can see it in her face
I can see it in her eyes
There is the spark of essence there
There is that which makes us all alive

This is not about legal complexity
This is about evil and good
I don't need any split tongued devils
Telling me what needs to be understood

It's all real real simple
Let all those who love Terri do so
Everybody else can leave the room
Everybody else can get up and go

There needs to be accountability here
For those pushing for her to die
There needs to be mercy and forgiveness
Or it needs to be an eye for an eye

Let all choose who witness this
Stand for strength or slime

Oh how far we have come my children
When it's now love sweet love that is a crime



Neils
4:26 pm
02/23/2005
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With obvious due influence
From William Blake on the last two lines

N....again
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transcribed this time
9:02 am
02/24/2005